A poem
Forget courage.
Forget the knotted stomach that sickens.
Forget the struggle for steadying breath,
for the flickering glimpse of consciousness coming.
Clarity,
where foldings become unfoldings and fear subsides to simplest truth.
Forget all that is possible if you’d
just
try
and
find
a
fucking
way.
Somehow.
Forget risk.
Bury the dice.
No more chance.
No problems.
No growth.
And the world gets smaller.
Excruciatingly.
Painlessly ambling from coward’s death to coward’s death and to a coward’s grave.
A death you choose
with
each
sip.
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